So many people think they know me but the truth is they really don't know anything about me. I hide all my hurt and anger through fake smiles and pretending to act like I care. They all think I am happy but really I just feel like dying. I don't bother telling anyone my feelings because people always leave my life or let me down. No one will ever know the full story to my life and honestly know one will ever care. I have been there for myself throughout my whole life so why would I change that now? I am the only actual person who I can trust. Free since 22/05/12 Goal 1: 75kg [X] Goal 2: 70kg [X] Goal 3: 65kg [] Goal 4: 60kg [] Goal 5: 55kg [] Goal 6: 50kg []